why the fuck do i think.....? of her.

why the fuck do i drink.....? to hide from her

so i have numbed the pain,

that my heart feels for one dame,

how i long to hear her call my name,

cuz my heart burns with desire,

as extremly disapointing events in my life transpire,

i feel the ake, the pain the never filling drain,

i feel so hollow,

i wounder if i have been left here to wallow?

i want her so bad,

i feel so hollow an so sad,

and i never wanna live to see the sorrow,

that comes every day, in a different way and i will be bakc tomarrow,

i live for you not for me,

even if the "us" can never be,

the ice and liqour i will swallow,

so that i can pretend that i am not alone,,,,,, well i wallow

by david bennett

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